finally, 17th of March, 2009... i'm back. here i am back at my old' blog. owh i missed u, my diary.
currently it's the
7th week in my 3rd sem in Beta year. fast hmm? time does fly u know, fast and furious it travels right in front of your naked eyes. midterms are coming swift like assassins in the dark. and i'm not even prepare for this deathmatch battle, i'm soo digging my own grave... haha~
and i did another silly thing, i liked a girl. how silly did i get? after foundation's experience, i never thought i'd do the same mistake --- twice.
i don't know whether if you'll read this,
just to tell you how magnificient you are and how i felt about you;
Maybe it's because of her smile, sweet as honey it flows right down to my heart;
or is it her charm that attracts my full attention on her?
sees her innocent acts always manage to make me laugh
i wonder when did i actually started to fall for you.
life hasn't been too easy with me,
i screwed up in relationships, studies, and friendship before.
when it comes to studies,
i'm slow at understanding;
books are to be read alot of times before i could really absorb what's written inside.
when it comes to relationship,
i can't see when is the time to act,
i dare not do what my feelings tell me to,
because i followed them once,
and it turns out i'm fooling myself.
therefore i always hesitate,
confused over which steps should i take.
when it comes to friendship,
i guess i lack of time being with them,
sharing their sorrow,
but i wanted to tell u all,
life has been filled with colours the day my dictionary has added
a new word, a new defination, a new understanding;
the word : "Friends".
if there's anything, anything at all that u all wanted to share with me,
your sorrows, your happiness, your problems,
feel free to drop by~
remember, that's wad friends are for. ;)
