thousands of emotions from someone i love

when i looked into her eyes... all i can say is i'm sorry...

I was thinking, pondering over on my latest test yet to come - Applied maths. is it going to be difficult, or is it really going to turn out as my nightmare? thinking so deeply... suddenly my phone rang. It turns out that my mom was already in malacca, along with my grandmother. she called to ask me for lunch today, so, i turned up canceling all my afternoon classes and plan to spend the whole afternoon with them. =)

Never had i expected that my aunt and uncle also tagged along. We had a happy chit chat and then we decided to go to Malacca Mall for a walk, I got myself 2 decently neat t-shirts to make up for the shirts my maid *destroyed*. I have no idea how she did it, but she turned my white shirt into slight pink colour, and made my black shirt looked freaking old! ah... they were my favorites~! owh well, i guess the old ones don't go, the new ones won't come ~...

Finally it was time for us to part, as my mom was rushing to reach muar in time for her dancing class. I have to stay back due the several events and my Applied Maths examination on Saturday. therefore, i told my grandmother i won't be going back with her to Muar. She smiled to me and say it's alright as study is more important. I somehow felt sorry and sour when i looked into her eyes, it looks like the eyes of loneliness, eyes that longed to see their children happy and always caring for them; these are the eyes of an old lady filled with love and kindness.

She looked so sad, so i gave her a kiss, and reassure her that i'll be back next week, to see her and be with her. She looked at me, held my hands firmly and smiled, this time, it shines so comforting...

How i giggled when i recalled my grandmother running off to some strangers and start expressing how happy and how proud she is to have her children, her grandchild with her right now. It was like looking at a young kid, innocent, contented, happy and proud of their achievement. No matter what she does or did, I truely respect my grandmother and I'm proud of her too. She's one strong and loving woman, besides my parents, she is the next person that really love me and treat me like a diamond. (i guess i was spoiled by her...XD) Still...

Thank You GRANDMA~! U ARE THE BEST!!!

Lov3 you ALWAYS~

grandma n mom in mom's office 2005

grandma and sister on the hill~

Acting Cute?? LOL~
She's my Grandmother! =) proud to SAY IT!! XD