a confession... something i wan to confess to everyone

here i would like to make a confession, i like a girl alot when i first enter MMU... she's like an angel, haha, seriously... that's what i thought about ur smile when we 1st met, i guess that's what made u so special n somehow attracted me to know more about u... haha

yes, it's true. I did alot to try to understand her, be with her, protecting her... it was really something i have never done before. ( i was in an all-boys-school when i was in secondary... naturally i'm not exposed to such things) Anyway, the reality world... is cold and cruel, so we never were together.

till now, i can somehow recall the pain i felt that time, gave me the feeling that i don't really know why am i still standing here n wasting my life staring at the clouds... life began to felt lonely and meaningless, i tried bury myself with studies and activities everyday and come back home looking half-dead and just sleep dead till the next day for the same routine all over again.

This continues till i can't imagine what life would become any better till i met another girl in my hometown, she somehow manage to drag my attention towards her. Listening to my pain n sorrows, it's like we knew each other for a very long time, and then she told me that she like me. Well, honestly at tat time i do like her, like her naiveness, how she cares about me, how frank we are towards each other, so... i decide to be with her, as i guess it's time... for me to move on, to forget about the past, forget about everything...